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Jun 10, 2016 8:02:36 GMT
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Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 10, 2016 8:02:36 GMT
Thalia stands outside of the bar for a long moment and watches the cars on the streets. They're a sleek wash of light over metal, plunging with gladiatorial fierceness into the dark of the night. Her chest aches with a sudden, heavy homesickness. It tastes like copper in the back of her mouth.
If the Initiative housing wasn't so convenient, so inexorably right, she would live in Little Dublin. It isn't home, but it has the same tinge of smoke in the air, the same scent of whiskey and vinegar, the same pale bloom of faces against the rain-slick streets, and sometimes she can close her eyes and pretend to be somewhere else.
Not today though. Today every similarity is just a gaping reminder of what it isn't. She drags her eyes away from the cars and turns on her heel into the bar, the door swinging shut behind her. She likes this bar. The regulars are kind enough to pretend they don't know who she is, and they keep the people who aren't kind enough from bothering her.
She sits at the end by herself and orders Tito's on the rocks with a twist of lemon. She takes a sip. She craves for something to happen with an unbearable ferocity, and at the same times hopes nothing will.
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life is hard and then you die
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Post by Comic on Jun 12, 2016 6:25:33 GMT
[attr="class","ttop"] I'm gonna fight 'em off COULDNT HOLD ME BACK They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back And I'm talkin' to myself at night Because I can't forget Back and forth through my mind Behind a cigarette [attr="class","oone"] [attr="class","tbbody"]no sooner had thalia settled into the bar would she get to hear the sound of a table scuffling on the floor, followed by an angry outcry and the splashing of drink. comic seethed in place as she stood over the other person at the table - somebody she didn't know who sat down and tried to 'get to know her, baby' and continued to assault her personal time. finally fed up with it, she decided to give him the rest of her drink all over his face and stomped off back towards the bar itself. anger written on her face, she practically smashes herself into the seat next to the newest addition to the bar, letting her elbows hit the bar and taking in what was clearly a breather to let words return to their rightful place. meanwhile, the person she had dumped her drink on stumbled out of the bar, carried out by friends. good for him; if he had tried again, she wouldn't have kept this lowkey whatsoever. "another whiskey sour," she told the barkeep, much kinder in tone than her previous impressions might belay. she looked down to the bar itself, the anger fading into a tired feeling. comic couldn't help but glance over to who she had ended up next to; they looked familiar and not at all, but she tried not to keep her gaze too long. MADE BY VEL OF GS + WW |
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Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 13, 2016 7:10:32 GMT
She looks up from her drink and thinks, for a moment, that she's found her something happening; she's ready to step in if the girl looks like she needs help, but it blows over and away. The greatest moment of excitement happens when the other woman blows into the barstool next to her like a hurricane, before she orders her drink with surprising tenderness.
Thalia smiles at her when she catches her looking. She doesn't have the glass-eyed fervor look of a fan, or hungry recognition in the lines of her face, so she figures it's just a simple "who is this person sitting next to me" glance. She likes that kind of glance. Her smile deepens into sincerity.
"Put her drink on my tab," she says, leaning slightly over the polished wood countertop to get the bartender's attention. She's just short enough that he probably can't make her out easily with the new person between them. Thalia looks back at aforementioned new person, this time looking serious.
"I'm sorry about them," she says. "This isn't usually that kind of place."
Maybe she'll make sure they don't come back.
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Post by Comic on Jun 14, 2016 0:47:03 GMT
[attr="class","ttop"] I'm gonna fight 'em off COULDNT HOLD ME BACK They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back And I'm talkin' to myself at night Because I can't forget Back and forth through my mind Behind a cigarette [attr="class","oone"] [attr="class","tbbody"]a smile, kind, enough to print in memory for a moment, two moments, three. two seconds too long, which could be trouble if she continued to do things like pay for her drinks. comic may have reacted negatively towards the walking frat meme, but someone of a more feminine persuasion was likely to elicit a softer response - or at least a polite denial - from her. the bartender managed to take notice of her small stature, noted who to charge for the whiskey, and in a moment had set the drink before marisa. she let her hand move forward and wrap around the drink, finger tips nearing the brim and playing with the glass for a moment before pulling it up and taking in that first sip - a restrained one; no need to do her usual and down the whole thing like she wanted to die, like she wanted to crawl into the entire bottle. maybe not tonight, after the simmering of anger was still burning in her stomache, keeping her cold. marisa doesn't immediately look at her bar mate. it usually wasn't that kind of place, true; she had only wondered into this bar a handful of times, usually closer to closing, and it had the quiet air to it. the redhead nodded, then looked at her benefactor's face. she must have looked tired to her; sleepless eyes, still looking strained from her previous raging, and a tired line across her lips. a brawl with a local vigilante last night kept her up and tossing and turning as broken skin tried to heal and set into place. "its in the past," she began, giving a small smile. "may i ask why you're aiding in my quest to drown myself in booze?" a touch of sarcasm, and whole handful of curiosity. MADE BY VEL OF GS + WW |
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Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 15, 2016 1:49:49 GMT
Thalia snorts and raises her own glass of vodka as if to toast the other woman.
"It's what we're all here for, right?"
She takes a sip, nose wrinkling only slightly, and swallows. Vodka isn't as good as whiskey for a burn that blazes down your throat, reminding you you're here and present and alive in your body, but it's better than nothing. Too bad the bourbon selection at this bar is shit, or she'd be drinking Angel's Envy. Someone sent her a bottle as a gift once, probably for the name, and it had actually turned out to be pretty good.
"Besides," she continues, a little more seriously, "You look like you could use a break."
The moment it's out of her mouth she wants to take it back. She means to be empathetic; she probably sounds tactless.
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Post by Comic on Jun 15, 2016 3:31:59 GMT
[attr="class","ttop"] I'm gonna fight 'em off COULDNT HOLD ME BACK They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back And I'm talkin' to myself at night Because I can't forget Back and forth through my mind Behind a cigarette [attr="class","oone"] [attr="class","tbbody"]all of them, huh? that sounded like it could be accurate. one way or another, people came here to get intoxicated. some people got this by hanging out with others; the scent of friends, of lovers, the taste of words on tongues and upon ears was enough to get people into that kind of high they wanted each night. others came to fill their cup and their needs, looking to drink enough to find another person to take with them. then there was comic's group who just wanted to find that bottle and never crawl out. marisa's own views on her drink weren't quite in line with thalia's. as her whiskey mixture went into her mouth and down her throat, it gave her the sensation that she was still alive and kicking and could feel it - and that wasn't good enough. she didn't want to feel the drink anymore. she didn't want to feel the aches in her body, in her mind, in every corner and person she looked at. at least, until the moment that the night air was kind enough to get her someone to buy her a drink. speaking of that person. marisa let her glass back down to the bar, propping her head upon a hand for a moment and looking over that face and neck and the framing posture of how she was at the bar. there was something more about her; maybe something about how she carried herself that seemed to tell marisa that she was dealing with someone better suited for her time than other bar patrons. she heard the remark and her face soured, if only slightly, before falling flat and shrugging. as her shoulders moved, there was a light audible pop. "you're not wrong." another pouring of whiskey into her mouth, her throat, her burning need for it. "i could use anything you throw at me, honestly. tell me something random about yourself." as long as she kept talking, comic could keep drinking without anyone else interrupting them. win-win. MADE BY VEL OF GS + WW |
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Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 15, 2016 4:09:35 GMT
The twist of shame that curls in her gut at the look on the woman's face after she speaks fades into amusement and a strange, hesitant bafflement. She plays nervously with a twist of hair for a moment, thinking about the question.
"One time," she says, slowly starting to speak. "I ran away from home as a kid and I lived in the park for a whole 48 hours. I was starving and scared to go anywhere near people 'cause I knew I'd be caught, so I climbed up a tree and ate some bird eggs out of a nest."
Her face crumples with disgust at the memory.
"I've never eaten eggs again," she says. "The taste was abominable."
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Post by Comic on Jun 16, 2016 2:37:47 GMT
[attr="class","ttop"] I'm gonna fight 'em off COULDNT HOLD ME BACK They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back And I'm talkin' to myself at night Because I can't forget Back and forth through my mind Behind a cigarette [attr="class","oone"] [attr="class","tbbody"]marisa watched that strand of hair, careful to keep it so as to seem she was merely looking at her conversational partner. fair in color and easy to twist around fingers and over nail and skin. for a moment, comic allows the wandering thought of what it would feel like. a stray thought like that is easy to harpoon, however; to drag in, to hide in the earth and dirt and grime of her mind where she can repress it for another few moments. no, her confidence told herself, you can't have such a freedom with who you are. her self-esteem isn't left much more time to tug at her, as the woman proceeds to give the random tale she desired. marisa lets her drink meet her lips as she listens, inhaling a bit more of that sweet whiskey that was to be her lifeline. marisa's face contorted into a mixture of bland sympathy and interested smirk; the eyes of someone who knew the feeling of running away all too well, but also the tiny smile of someone who thought eating random bird eggs was a bit much. "i'll keep that in mind next time i'm out and about. no bird eggs on my shopping list." as if she ever had one. her small fridge was stocked with booze and microwave food. "i remember running away. sixteenth birthday, got on a train, never looked back." her face is all kinds of betrayel for one second, letting thalia know that the memory was a scar before it pushed itself back down beyond access. "tell me your favorite pastime. you've got a nice voice for listening." the compliment rolls out easily, accidentally, and marisa hasn't caught onto what she said yet. MADE BY VEL OF GS + WW |
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Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 19, 2016 3:50:53 GMT
She breezes past the hurt look on the other woman's face with the professionalism of a public figure who has been interrogated more than one time on her sexual life by the paparazzi. Ignoring uncomfortable feelings, be they hers or someone else's, is somewhat of a hobby for Thalia, although she supposes she can't use that to answer the question.
Her calm facade hints a mental road bump at the next statement though. Thalia's brain treads water and looks for answers: is she being hit on? The other woman--she doesn't even know her name, Thalia realizes--is pretty, and she seems nice enough. Their hair would clash terribly, but that's no reason to turn someone down. Maybe if Thalia stopped dyeing it--she'd get less attention that way too.
Her hair twirling comes to a slow stop as she briefly unfolds an entire life in her head, down to a white picket fence and three dogs.
"I, uh," she says smartly, "I'm kind of all work and no play. It's a personal failing. Work is really busy, but sometimes I bring a crossword and do that. I'm not very good, but I'm getting faster. I beat a Wednesday crossword in nine minutes the other day. And obviously I like going out to bars and drinking, because here I am."
She watches herself ramble with horror. It's an out of body experience. It's nothing she can stop.
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Post by Comic on Jun 19, 2016 5:33:31 GMT
[attr="class","ttop"] I'm gonna fight 'em off COULDNT HOLD ME BACK They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back And I'm talkin' to myself at night Because I can't forget Back and forth through my mind Behind a cigarette [attr="class","oone"] [attr="class","tbbody"]it occurs to marisa that she may have been staring. there is a moment of secondhand embarrassment, a moment where she diverts all attention to her drink, to downing it, to drowning it. this is not what she means to do tonight, intends to do tonight, but its happening. comic lets blue eyes wander back to that face, still initially letting her lips part on her glass and taking a final sip before putting it back down and listening in full. a dedicated worker, it seems, or perhaps someone with no life. that had an air of desirability to it; marisa's own daily life was a mess of sleeping it off, drinking it off, never cleaning, never cooking. she fought, she got hurt, she did it again. she bottled it all up and never let any of it out and never let anyone in. to be able to lose yourself in your work, to be that busy, sounded like a blessing. she finds herself with a light smile, a warmth to her cheeks - from the drink? she cant tell - and responds. "i'm no good at those crosswords. no patience for them. used to do the sudoku's though." long ago, in a childhood with parents, where she tried. where she attempted to be someone in life, not what she is now. "what does a pretty girl like you do for a living?" it slipped out, with marisa turning a bit more of her body towards thalia. she's more engaged now, the drink and her own interest and depth of loneliness driving her to continue this conversation. MADE BY VEL OF GS + WW |
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Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 19, 2016 8:00:00 GMT
Oh wow, she's uh, she's definitely being hit on. It's not like it's a new experience, but it's definitely more welcome when a) the person is a woman and b) apparently has no idea who she is. There's something relieving about being hit on as Thalia de Luca (or as a nameless pinkette in a bar), and not as Valkyrie. Something intoxicating about it, even.
Not that that stops her from downing her glass of vodka after the woman calls her pretty, and then waving weakly for another a second from the bartender.
She doesn't know what to say. She hasn't known what to say for this entire conversation, but now she really doesn't know what to say. She doesn't want to ruin this moment, which has started to feel like it has stepped out of reality into some place warmer and safer, by admitting she's a de facto celebrity, a weapon, a hero, a freak, take your pick. She wants, amazingly and for possibly the first time in years, to just be Thalia de Luca.
"I work for a large company," she says, which isn't a lie. It isn't the entire truth, but it isn't a lie, she assures herself. "It's not that exciting." Okay, that one is a bald-faced lie. She tries to move on quickly, turn the spotlight off herself. "What do you do?"
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Jun 19, 2016 18:37:31 GMT
Post by Comic on Jun 19, 2016 18:37:31 GMT
[attr="class","ttop"] I'm gonna fight 'em off COULDNT HOLD ME BACK They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back And I'm talkin' to myself at night Because I can't forget Back and forth through my mind Behind a cigarette [attr="class","oone"] [attr="class","tbbody"]a large company; it could be any number of things. the city was filled with a number of them with a number of goals, a number of people, a number of anything to go along with it. comic has nodded to this fact, lips pursing not out of negative emotion but consideration of imagining this girl with vibrant hair in a cubicle, typing away. it was an interesting thought at that. however, the question flipped itself at marisa, and she freezes like a deer in headlights. herself? where does she even begin? what lie would she bother to weave about this...? truth be told, she did nothing. she hid herself away from the world as much as possible; she barely sustained herself as it was. hello, yes, i work for various criminal organizations just to make enough money to drown myself in places like this. "freelance. uh, craigslist stuff, you know? i'm not good at being tied down to one job." she absentmindedly lifts her right arm up, showing it off to both herself and thalia; the tan of someone who's outside but not tanning, with light pockets of scarring, but decidedly toned, muscled, the arms of someone who really uses their body. "mostly physical labor. i like to lose myself in the work." like her cohort, she hadn't lied either; she bounced from what she could get, she punched people out, the jobs were done. marisa also decides that, for the moment, she's had enough to drink. "my name's marisa." the only addition she felt necessary to add. MADE BY VEL OF GS + WW |
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Jun 19, 2016 20:04:44 GMT
Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 19, 2016 20:04:44 GMT
That's a nice arm. Thalia tries not to stare. She's also suddenly glad she's wearing sleeves. Her own arms are not nearly as impressive. She goes to the gym, but she's only lifting cars 'cause of her mind.
"That's cool," she says. "I kinda feel the same. It's good to get out of my head."
Not even Thalia believes she deserves to be stuck in her own head. Okay, she believes it a little, but that doesn't mean she wants to be there.
Oh. Here it is. The moment when everything is probably going to be over. It's been nice so far, but everything ends. She knows that as well as she knows anything else. Her stomach is sinking, but Thalia slaps on a smile as the woman--Marisa--gives her her name.
It's a nice name. Old-fashioned, maybe, but who is she to judge? Her name is Thalia. That shit is classical.
"I'm Thalia," she says, and holds out her hand after placing her second drink carefully on the bar. Careful not to shatter it accidentally because she's nervous.
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Jun 19, 2016 20:35:28 GMT
Post by Comic on Jun 19, 2016 20:35:28 GMT
[attr="class","ttop"] I'm gonna fight 'em off COULDNT HOLD ME BACK They're gonna rip it off Taking their time right behind my back And I'm talkin' to myself at night Because I can't forget Back and forth through my mind Behind a cigarette [attr="class","oone"] [attr="class","tbbody"] coming out of my cage and i'm doing just fine is the thought that passes as thalia speaks of her head. it was very nice, indeed, to break life's monotony once in a while, even if all she did was break other things to do so. but here, in this bar tonight, there wasn't any rage left except traces at herself that would likely be there all her life unless she found some healing. but the future wasn't her concern. just the night. name swap completed. marisa feels like she picks up on apprehension, but misunderstands it; rather than hesitancy at giving their name, she takes it as the nervousness of the night, of flirting, of getting to know each other. it feels nice, in her mind, to view it as that, even if she doesn't feel worthy of it somehow. she's just going down the trail, and success seems like an impossibility now. the name hits her ears, and marisa's own face flashes recognition. its familiar, but in the way like... an old song being hummed can be familiar. she can't hit it; she can't place it, directly, but the image of a billboard enters her mind. logical leaps occur. "thalia... i've heard that. are you, perhaps, a lawyer?" big company, worked a lot, made sense. the city was plastered with defense lawyers given the sheer amount of crime and crime turnover around here. that could be problematic; a lawyer might be able to place her if they knew more about her. she looks over thalia again, eyes searching for a hint of more of a clue, a hint, but it fails against the foggy barrier of drink and her own apathy towards keeping up with the times. instead, she settles for a smile - more pure than before, somehow free of her stress - and takes thalia's hand. "a pleasure."MADE BY VEL OF GS + WW |
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Jun 19, 2016 22:38:02 GMT
Post by VALKYRIE on Jun 19, 2016 22:38:02 GMT
"No," Thalia says quietly. "I'm not a lawyer. It's not really important though."
God, she hopes it isn't important. She wishes she could believe it wasn't important.
Thalia can't feel body heat, or clamminess, or whether Marisa is sweating through her TK shield, but the pressure of Marisa's hand in hers is nice anyway. She holds on for maybe a moment too long, and then pulls away and smiles shyly at Marisa.
"What were you planning to do with the rest of the night?"
She gets through the entire sentence without stuttering, which is a modern miracle.
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